Today I had the great privilege of seeing my daughter's hard work with her classmates presented to all of us Moms. The past few weeks her class has been working on the Mother's Day Tea. They gave us invitations, made us bonnets, learned their songs, and presented us with hugs and kisses in a little jar. It was such a neat time seeing her up there, singing and being proud of all the things she'd done to make it special. I had to hold back the tears, because she doesn't really understand "happy" tears yet and I didn't want her to think something was wrong. But they were there, filling up in my eyes and right behind those were more, ready to spill over, but NO, I held it together for her sake. The teachers did a great job putting it all together and teaching the kids their songs. It was my first Mother's Day as a school mom and it made me look forward to many more to come.
There she is, singing her songs.
Each child was asked by their teachers, "Why do you love your Mommy?" Their unprompted, first answers was what they wrote down. Ella's answer was, "She makes me laugh." I could not be more proud of her response. We do laugh a lot in this house and I am pretty sure it's the main thing that keeps us from going crazy some days. We laugh at night before they go to bed because without fail, they ask me to pretend they are my pillow. I put my head on their bellies and pretend to sleep. They wiggle all over until I ask, "What kind of pillow is this anyway?" They say, "It's not a pillow! It's a kid!" We giggle and I tuck them in. Thank you Ella, for being glad we laugh. I sure am.
My favorite cookie ever.
The kids sang their second song, and the words were, "I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, as long as your living, my Mommy, you'll be. I'll love you forever, I'll like you for always, as long as I'm living, my Mommy you'll be."
Yeah. Try not to cry. I sure had to.
This is the bonnet Ella made for me out of a coffee filter, flowers, ribbons, and squiggle marker lines. She was so proud that she made lines where the filter lines were, and that each of them were in a pattern. Squiggly, straight, squiggly, straight...and so on. We wore them for the morning with the kids.

About the outfits...well, funny story. Daddy picked out this dress for Ella back in Oregon at a consignment shop our friend owns. He thought it was cute, and since he's really not one to pick out clothes for the kids, I certainly wasn't going to say no. I think it's cute too. I had gone to Target this week, and picked out a long dress, similar to Ella's and we were all ready to match, until I tried it on. Even my husband, who tells me I look nice all the time (good guy, huh?), said, "That dress is not flattering at all and it hangs funny at the waist." Yes. He was right. It totally did. In a bit of an, "I don't want to disappoint my daughter" type of panic, I searched my stuff and found this dress I'd bought a while ago and made it work. With a black cardigan and belt, I thought it would be okay with her. The husband approved of the second choice and went to sleep. When Ella woke up and saw I wasn't wearing the other dress, she got really sad. I explained to her that the other one didn't fit at all and I was still trying to match. Okay, crisis done. Since it was cold out this morning, she wanted boots. I said, well you should wear tights if you want to wear those so your feet don't get sweaty. Polka dots. That's what she came down with. So, we have cream, gray, black, stripes, flowers, dots, and a hot pink headband. Together, we were a pattern phenomenon, but it was fun and we both loved it. And we matched. Sorta. :)
Ella, thank you for such a memorable morning. Thank you for still being a cuddler. Thank you for being a helper. Thank you for laughing with me. I am so thankful God gave us you.